Thursday, September 18, 2014

For Real This Time

I woke up a little early to check out the $198 house to see what we could find out.  We found out it was a mess and hardly worth looking into.  We decided to list tomorrow at $205 and see what happens.  Hubby said he was going to come home early to finish up the parts that still looked pretty bad.

I lost track of the time and ended up accidentally leaving for work an hour early.  Once I got there I hung out in the coffee shop for a little bit, then went to a fair they were having to pick up some free stuff.  I only got a headband, and a promise to be entered to win something at the end.

I only made it through half my shift before my horrendous period cramps forced me to go home.  I slept for a little while, then made some banana bread.  Hubby came home but didn't clean up anything.  I hope he can make it work later and be ready for people to come tomorrow.

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Rager at the Vodka Party

I was basically mad all day because I was on my period. It isn't supposed to be like this. 15 days is not enough to get over the last time.

Hubby's work gave him a surprise going away party last night, and gave him a bag made from the costume material, and a poster signed by everyone, in a frame they made at the theatre especially for him. 

I'll be lucky if they get me all my vacation hours. 

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Doubt, Fear, and Vodka

I was supposed to sweep and mop today while hubby was away at work, and I just couldn't do anything. The fatigue was so bad that I couldn't even get downstairs to eat until three in the afternoon. 

We got an email from the realtor that another house with the same sqft as ours went on sale for 198 compared to our 215.  She thinks we might have to drop our price. After only one damn day on the market. 

As I was leaving to go to Hubby's show for the last time, I went to the bathroom to find I had started my period early. Way early. I guess that happens with stress, but it's never happened to me before. 

I started to see the last ten years flash before my eyes. Naturally, panic set in and all the way home I wondered if I was doing the right thing. 

All I want is for someone to look into the future and tell me this is the right thing to do. 

Monday, September 15, 2014

Just Kidding, now.

I didn't get a nap today, but we hauled ass on the house and will officially list it tomorrow. G came over with his dog late and we talked for a little. He brought me the book he lent me so I could close up that last box of books. I had bought something on my Amazon Prime account, and in return his girlfriend (who works at Victoria's Secret) got me some bras on her discount.

By the end of the day I was sleep deprived and taking it out on hubby, but to be fair his temper was also very short. 

I just want to get this house on the market and rest. This feels like the kind of fatigue I'd get when my medication was off for my hypothyroidism. Which could still be the problem. 

Sunday, September 14, 2014

So close to listing

We hauled ass on the house today. I had to take a nap around 4:00 because I'd worn myself out. 

We are really close though, and I think we can start listing tomorrow. At least I hope so. We've got to get this thing started. 

Saturday, September 13, 2014


My high point today was when we were discussing how that girl could've been fired. I said "Are we taking bets on how she got fired?" I asked a co-worker and he said "I don't gossip."

I said to him without missing a beat; "it's not gossip, it's speculating on past events for cash,"

Friday, September 12, 2014

Don't Wake Me

I forgot that I turned off my alarm and woke up an hour later than I usually do.  I basically had time for a quick breakfast and shower and I had to leave.

Someone at work left a few days ago to go take care of her family, so I sat in her desk for the first part of my shift today.  She had a "big and tall" chair, and boy was it comfy.  Good on my back too.  I think I might need to make a switch tomorrow. 

I got into the second season of Masters of Sex today.  I like how they are focusing more on character development this season rather than the whole "Look, boobs!" thing they did in the first season.  Although I really miss Alison Janey.  She's one of my favorite actresses, and after the Robin Williams suicide, Barton's attempt really hit me in the feels today.  I hope they come back soon.

Random though for the day about sex, seeing as how Master of Sex is filling up my whole day.  It's interesting how getting to orgasm is the same sort of feeling as when I took gymnastics.  Whenever I was trying to master a new move as a kid, I found that practice would only take me so far.  Sometimes I had to just close my eyes, let go, and believe I could do it.  Every time I could get to that Zen place, I would always nail the move.  If you can't let go, you can't...let go.